1) this fic
2) this Korean drama
3) this printer

1) completely stuck. have no idea how to move forward, how to get from point A to point B, how to string words together, how to keep from "telling" rather than "showing", how to fucking feel whatever the fuck's going on in these paragraphs. the worst thing is that I can't stop now and back off; if I ( Read more... )

i just fucking cried over how much i hate this fic because i just can't seem to making any fucking progress with this stinking pile of word vomit and i'm just so tired

i'm kind of desperate whenever i say i want a tardis

how the fuck does one induce a panic attack over the inability to form sentences

how

oh god i feel sick

number one there was no specific tag ( Read more... )

I suppose it's time to be frank about the part of my life that's been encroaching on all other areas of it ( Read more... )

So I think I triggered myself but it's all my fault - I decided to keep reading even though I knew it was a complete disaster waiting to happen and I did tell myself to avoid this person's fics so why did I read it I don't know it's 4AM and I had too much coffee that's why. I mean the fucking title and the notes and that it's this particular person ( Read more... )

Editing (read: rewriting the everlovin' fuck out of this chapter) is going great and then I decide to write this one line and BOOM! everything is ruined forever. And I can't decide if I want to keep it or take it out. On the one hand it feels OOC and full of mood whiplash; on the other hand it follows the natural progression of things and also ( Read more... )

I have to approve you first so you won't know how angry my tweets can get. But let's just say that they have been VERY ugly the past few hours. It's probably the stress of finals, but it's still ugly. Spiteful and hateful and bitter and full of rage. Also I tweet like hell hounds are on my ass ( Read more... )

Because I have finals in less than six hours my brain is trying to do everything BUT study. By which I mean decide to make adobo chicken and throw blurbs and ideas for the WAP sequel at me ( Read more... )